07.01.09 ** HAPPY. NOT. ** I was suppose to feel happy and be happy. BUT STRESS IS CATCHING UP ON ME. I don’t know why.

I don’t feel happy. Could something be missing? I know. There’s always that something.

I might just go home…and rest.

I need to relieve my stress but there’s no way I can. Not ONE. emoshit101.

Today, I lack sleep, played well in our game, I think. My first time to play on midfield. It was exhausting. I almost can’t breathe! But I shall improve. ;)